Gotta unwind

[Richard]

Okay, so.....some of you might have picked up on my crappy mood lately. So none of you all think it's directed at you, here's the best explanation I can give over the internets:

Life is.....well.... It's not going well. I can't really bring myself to do much of anything but lurk and sit around most days. I'll be lucky to get any posts done anywhere, or anything meaningful at all done.

In short: everything sucks. A lot.

So again: I'm not leaving for good. You'd have to forcibly eject me from the site to get me to leave for good, unless....physical circumstance forced my hand otherwise, of course. But as it stands now, here's the situation:

• Too much stress at home.
  
• Next to no muse at all.
  
• Everything is exhausting to do, even posting.
  
• Just discovered a few new health problems.
  
• Old health issues are being a [bad word]. e__e;
  
• Mom passed out today; scared the hell out of us all.
  
• Bad fight between Mom and Step-Dad.
  
• STREEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSS
  

So there's that, in a nutshell.

So I'm probably not going to be here....at all....for a while. I think a handful of you have ways to contact me if you wish to, but I'm gonna steer clear of RPing or anything that requires more thinking than what I wanna eat, for a while. No timeframe this time, as I have the distinct feeling I might plunge into a horrific downward spiral of depression the likes of which will see me in the hospital under careful watch (for the THIRD time, wooo!), at any time now, if things don't clear up sometime soon.

Yes, I hide such things well. People have told me it's...a little unnverving. I ignore those people. e____e;;

I feel particularly bad for running out on this place, seeing as how I told Lexi I'd be as active and help-y as I could, but....I'm not much use in the state I'm in. .___. I'll do my best, but....don't...expect much. ___.

Later, you guys.

~~ Teh Capitan Failson Failcon Fayulmaster IV

[Gizmo]

Don't beat yourself up too much, okies? I understand how crazy real life stuff is and can be especially those things D: so feel free to hang out on the cbox and chillax with us. More so if it helps to chill with the homies C: I won't pressure you to post and I won't expect you to post until you feel better. I just hope that everything turns out ok on your end....

[Richard]

Just a little update, for the curious and to keep you all up to date:

Things have....evened out a little. I'm not so stressed as I was before, due in some part to there being less people in the house now. Three less people, to be exact. It's made things a bit quieter and easier to handle, which means less to worry about and stress over. Which is good.

Also, some of the health problems I mentioned have calmed down, for the moment, giving me, again, less to worry about.

Now the bad news: I seem to be getting unbearably sick. That's probably from not eating enough, as we haven't had enough food and moneh to go around with all the people that were here. That should even out in a little while too, and I should be back up to full steam again in a week or two.

Until such time, I'll be kinda buzzing along at half-pace. I'll resume taking care of my Staff duties as I can, and try to get some posts out here and there (even though muse is still being unpleasant), and generally try to not just flop around like dead weight.

Again, just an update, you guise.

~ Teh Capitan Failson Failcon Fayulmaster IV