Not that fond of New Years anymore.

[Gizmo]

If you want details, you can ask...just don't wanna smother you folks with "emo crap" is all, but in a nut shell...around New Years I've found things are pretty hard for me since my dad died on January second, earlier this year and it's still fresh regardless of it getting close to being a complete 12 months in a matter of days. I'm trying to force myself to work through it though since I'd rather not wallow in self pity and be an isolated sad panda, so if I don't respond right away x__x;;; please forgive me, okies? Just giving you folks a heads up and in the loop so it's not like "OMIGAWD OUR MAIN ADMIN IS A NEGLECTFUL LAZY ASS" C':

I'm hoping blowing up fireworks and zoning out at pretty flames will be full of epic fun and enough to get me through this rough patch without having a complete melt down. Anything funny and amusing you wanna send my way would be greatly appreciated ^u^ It really does help...

Thanks in advance for understanding, everyone <3

aaand thank you in general for all of you being so friggin' awesome :3